Born For Free

Indonesian :)

2012-01-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

I just want to be real an indonesian teenager who love our culture sometime ^^

mild depression

2012-01-31T06:45:00.000-08:00

"If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back."

dear you

2012-01-24T03:41:00.000-08:00

So after 3 month and 2 weeks it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk about this relationship
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this

And I would've done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause I'm a

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you

if you read this, I'm begging you to understand . .

That Ive been waiting for you .

But, I'll definitely forget.

I promise goodbye .

After that, we'll begin it from the start again, won't we?

Like what you promise before, right?

adapted : eminime space bound

Batik day

2012-01-23T21:53:00.000-08:00

this was the outfit when I wore for my school's born day :)

Quotes That Related in Real Life

2012-01-16T03:54:00.000-08:00

"We're holding onto the pain because it's all we have left. But we don't have to. We have a choice." Chuck Bass #gossipgirl #s4e6

Dani's Garden Party

2012-01-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I told you that I got confused with the dress that I should wear, right??
And I end up with this simple and this simple style.

By the way, Danni's party is garden party :)

Daddy's Little Girl

2012-01-14T03:39:00.000-08:00

Me : "Happy Birthday ,Daddy. God bless you. I'll be your forever pretty daughter"
Dad : "You'll be pretty with long hair"
Me : "I'll have it soon. That's going to be your birthday gift"

Daddy wants his little princess has a long hair and I'll make it as his gift for this year.
I love you Dad.
Thanks for the Dinner.
xoxo

Birthday Invitation

2012-01-14T00:39:00.000-08:00

I got birthday party invitation :)

So I have to go to party tomorrow afternoon
It's my boy friend's party
Well, I'm getting confused whit the dress that I should wear tomorrow.
He said that it's not like a formal birthday party like usual
It's kind of garden party, I think.
hmm . . what should I wear???

well, have a nice saturday night everyone :)

xoxo

SBSquad Holiday Season

2012-01-13T03:08:00.000-08:00

Back with late post again .

Last week I went to the beach with my dance team, SBSquad Family XD

here a few photos of us

all this stupidness that made were so fun to do.

And the beach is beautifull too

SBSquad end party

2012-01-12T02:49:00.000-08:00

Last year, in the end of year, I attended Kpop party in Surabaya with my dancing team. Well, actually I joined the dance competition there.

A bit late or too late for posting .

And We win the game of course >.<

Here the videos

This is belong to boys group and they got 1st place

This is belong to girls group and we got 2nd place

and FYI, we did all kill for this competition. YEY!!!

and here some photos of us

3rd day in jogja :D

2012-01-12T02:36:00.000-08:00

well, actually I'm late to post this one . but it's oke if I post it just now right?? kekekekekeke

run run run

2011-12-28T13:50:00.001-08:00

Rere-ah ,
Because I love you too much, I can't stop liking you now.
And I can't pretend to not love you now either.
I can only not let you see that I love you . I can only stop begging you to love me.
If I want to slowly leave your side, I still need to run.

Last Holiday part 2

2011-12-28T00:21:00.001-08:00

second day when I was in jogja :D

Last Holiday

2011-12-28T00:20:00.000-08:00

when I was in jogja :D

never-ending agony

2011-12-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter

Like a hard candy with a surprise center

How do I get better once I've had the best?

You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

You said move on , where do I go?
I've been trying like crazy to live without you.
But when I'm with him , I am thinking of you.
Damn, why it's you . . .
Tell me what should do. Tell me . . .
I don't know where should go.

Wouldn't be my world without you in it

2011-12-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

Chuck: "Your world would be easier if I didn't come back."
Blair : "That's true. But it wouldn't be my world without you in it."

Dear My Youngmin

2011-12-25T05:26:00.000-08:00

youngmin is just a name . A name that I used to call you .

Actually , I really don't know what should I write down here now while my heart is broken like this .
You said that you couldn't be a good boyfriend for me.
And slefishly you said I better off without you.
Youngminnie . . .
what you should know is you are the best. You always be the best one for me.
Youngmin , my youngmin , I've never found someone who's honest , too honest .
You said angrily that I should move on. where do I go?
All I know is , all I know is how to stand now . to stand alone again without you.
A thousand words couldn't discribe how hurt this pain inside.
It's not about having you, It's not.
Gosh, I feel stupid enough to write this here.
You asked me what love means and I couldn't explain it to you.
My beloved kiddo youngmin, actually what love means is the feeling that I feel for you. Love means the heartbeats that I heard when I am around you. Love means when I am stupidly worried when you're not around me , crazily afraid losing you. That's love for me.
If I have time machine, I would make you stay .
If I have time machine, I would never let go your hand, never ever.
If I have time machine, I would give you a big hug like you give me.
If I have time machine, I would believe you. Just you and only you.
The night when you said that things and changed everything ... do you know what did I do that night? I'm thinking it hardly how to move on from you. Cause not loving you is harder than you know. I said that I've never left even just once to leave all of these. I've been staying like this for you. You said I should leave them . Why? Why you always said that you're not a good one for me? I don't understand.
Youngmin, Do you doubt yourself? Cause all I see you always said that you're not good. I believe you're good person youngmin. I don't even care what people say about you. I don't care the caste , I don't care at all.
Don't you know that you're honest ? You're kind of guy who's really do everything with your heart.
Youngmiin, You're too special till I can't move on even just one step.

Rere-ah . . .
saranghae :') jongmal saranghae ;')

when I'm dancing

2011-09-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Miss A favorite style (in airport)

2011-06-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

decided tumblr and blogger

2011-06-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

Talking updating my tumblr >.< aigoo , if you know me in the real life you will know everything I post in my tumblr it's all about KPOP and specially 2PM , Jang Wooyoung and Khunyoung . Well, I'm 1st admin of one of the fansite . So, I keep update my tumblr about them . actually , I'm back to the normalll I love fashion again and find myself in here again I love shopping , I love clothes , I love magazine I'm such a normal girl you know...............

because of the cold weither, I wear this weird clothes I ever whore .

well, judge me if I look clumsy or something

But it's really cold you know.....

for the photos, well I make them look like the old photos XD

don't get missunderstanding here

I will update here . urrmm my tumblr it's all about kpop . XD
I love Kpop . And I'm a 2PM fans (it called hottest. so I'm hottest)

TUMBLR

2011-06-12T02:32:00.001-07:00

I don't know why guys, but I think I want to move to tumblr . Im sorry for no update T0T
I'm too busy . That's why i want to move to tumblr soon . I'll tell you later ^^ thanks for reading my blog

Short Hair

2011-03-12T18:22:00.000-08:00

when I visited my cousin in Surabaya, I wore this clothes :)

is it too opened-clothes ?

it's long time I'm not blogging . Very busy with homeworks, school , dancing and etc .

long hair

2011-02-24T04:08:00.001-08:00

when I have my long hair :)

My Broken day

2011-02-15T07:06:00.000-08:00

god,

if love is as sick as this,

Do not make me fall in love again

god,

if my love is already too deep,

Take all of these until no remaining

god,

if I'm not strong to face your ordeal this time,

strengthen me.

Wooyoung Audition - JYP오디션 최종본선 17번

2011-02-12T17:18:00.001-08:00

cute right??
that's innocent face :D

2PM boys and Me

2011-01-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

I love my room,

there's a really huge 2PM's poster in my bad room

and this is make me feel free and happy because of it

someone who loves me

2010-12-20T21:54:00.000-08:00

" Someone who loves you, actually always make you angry, but he never knows what stupid thing he did was good for you.
Someone who loves you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you're the best ..
Someone who loves you, would scold or complain, if you do not reply to his text, because he cares ..
Someone who loves you, only drop his tears in front of you, When you try to remove the tears from his eyes, you have touched his heart, where his heart was beating, throbbing, and vibrate only for you .....
Someone who loves you, will remember what you say, even unintentional, and he will always use those words on the right time "

Dear
Someone who loves me,
I love you with all my heart

2010-12-13T18:35:00.000-08:00

hallo guys,
fiuh . .
I have to do my exam now .
today is my 1st day for examination at my school
just wish me luck

well, btw,
this is my outfit yesterday when I met my best friend at "Ria Djenaka" at Bandung street, Malang .
I'm little bit different from the past
I was using bright color !
well, I know this is pastel color but this is brightest one for me :D

I'm back and will be back

2010-11-29T01:20:00.000-08:00

Finally, I can blogging .
hello readers ! how's life??
It has been long time not blogging .

I'm still the old me(?)
I didn't change guys .
Still wearing clothes well :D
But I had been busy . really busy till I couldn't blogging .
So sad . .
here it is , some pictures of me today.

well, I'm still with a pastel and dark color right?
nothing changed guys .
It's still me :D

Love . Kiss and Hug :D

Gonna be like these

2010-11-11T14:31:00.000-08:00

halo guys , , long time not posting :)
well , I'm not completely back. but, I'll show you some pictures that will be my inspiration to comeback. (should I call it comeback?)
well, you will not see me wearing a beautiful dress or glamorous clothes again .
I'll show you something new bout me .
Like these . .

could you imagine a new me readers?

kiss . love . hugs

billy

2010-11-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

I'LL BE BACK SOON

Oh . .gosh . .

sorry for make you disappointed .

I haven't been blogging for a long time .

Don't worry .

I'll be back soon . :)

thanks for my readers who give me such a spirit to start blogging again .

thanks you .

Love . Hug . Kiss

from Billy :)

My holiday

2010-09-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

well, my holiday was fun .

I spent it with my parents and my cousin .

It was not that far

I just went to Surabaya .

And stayed in Tunjungan Hotel . And when to a few malls in Surabaya .

And I don;t forget to go to atom market.

It was really fun. But, I was so tired .

Here, some photos of me .

the next day, I went to beach .

But because of my camera was on low bath, I just could take this pict of me .

Without my dress !!

Sweet

2010-09-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

him : "I don't want to see you wear a short. I don't want people can see your legs."

My beloved, how if I wear a short with a tight?

Do you let me to wear this?

It will not show my legs for anyone who can see these.

or this ripped pents

man who tried to cover up legs of a girl or woman who use a clothes which show their body is just sweet and gentleman ^^

Mr. A

2010-09-15T18:35:00.000-07:00

Star blogging

2010-09-14T17:34:00.000-07:00

I'm not good fashion blogger
Shit! Why the high school makes me so busy ??

I can't blogging everyday.

I miss my junior high school . so sad :(

But, god gave me him for me to stand here . Like this.

Just make me strong enough for doing my new life.

Thanks god.

And for someone outside there, for someone who said that he loves me forever , for someone who always look me with that beautiful eyes, thank you . Even beautiful words drained from my pen, from my blog and whatever I write down in everywhere, these are don't enough to replay your love for me.

I love you . . .

tralalalala My holiday

2010-07-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

Will buy every wooyoung thingy

2010-06-10T08:52:00.000-07:00

I apologize for not posting for a long time

I was kinda busy with my duty.

I'm become 1st admin in khunyoungfact on twitter now.

And that's consuming my time.

and here it is, stuff that has come.

I'm so in love with it!!!

Wooyoung and 2PM thingy!!!!

kekeke

well, actually I want to buy all 2PM albums and every 2PM and wooyoung thiny.

That will spend muck money for these . .

grief in a very sunny morning

2010-06-02T01:57:00.000-07:00

I'm very tired.

My promise

2010-06-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

I've never been serious about love since that time. It's because when we love someone, we must be prepared to feel the pain and heartbreak. and I'm not ready for it. so, I'd prefer to not love someone too deep.

I've never given my hopes on something too much. and will not do this. because I already feel how my hopes were destroyed. and I don't want feel this again.

I will try to accomplish something without having to complicate myself. Why? Because I've seen many people who really try to achieve something but failed only because of something stupid. and what they get? disappointment. and severity, who I see is my friends.

I'm going to live this life properly. I will learn from people around me. take the positive side and discard the negative side. since the first time in my life, I'll try to remember the memories with my friends during high school. I'll try to remember my past now. with my junior high school.

HOTTEST INDONESIA SUPPORT 2PM

2010-05-26T09:39:00.000-07:00

FLASH MOB 2PM WITHOUT YOU AND DON'T STOP CAN'T STOP TO SHOW THAT WE STILL SUPPORT 2PM FROM HOTTEST MALANG,INDONESIA !!!

this is what I promise to you guys.

I was dancing in here..

watch me!!

get inspiration from wooyoung

2010-05-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

this morning, I watched 2PM wild bunny again. This program is so...funny. Make me miss Jay oppa. TT_TT.

And today, I'm actually want to go to "Gathering Shawol" but, I didn't go because I don't where the location of the place. So I came back home.

And I took this picture this morning.

I got inspiration from jang Wooyoung Oppa.

Letter for 2PM, specially for Wooyoung and nickhun from me

2010-05-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Dear 2PM,
Dear Wooyoung oppa and Nickhun oppa,

My beloved Oppas, specially Wooyoung oppa and Nickhun oppa, do you get hurt? Do you feel pain in your heart? I know about what'd happen in Dream Consert. Hottest divided into two now. If you get hurt because of this, I'll get hurt too. Oppas, sometimes I miss jay oppa too. But, I've never thought that I will be a coldest. No. I can't unfaithful you. I've never believed what they write, what they spread about you. I know and I believe you've never done that thing.
When jay oppa left and they star hate you, I still love you. I don't know what they think until they did something that make you hurt like that. Why'd I still love you? Because I know, I believe jay oppa will support you too.
Oppas, don't cry ya...when you're crying then I'll be crying too. When you're smiling then I'll be smiling too. I'll be sad if you're sad. I'll be happy if you're happy. I will go through all this temptation with you. Why they didn't stop hurting you and us?
Earlier, I read bad comments about you. Do their numbers were more and more?? Why did they do that?? I'm very desperate, sad, upset, and hurt. why all this continues? Why? Why? My tears felt down when I was writing it.

Wooyoung oppa, mian haeyo. mian haeyo. mian haeyo. mian haeyo for can't stop them to hurt you. I'm sorry for can not protect you. I'm sorry for can not cheer you up. mian haeyo, mian haeyo. wooyoung oppa, I can't stop my tears' falling down when I was seeing you can't sing live. Oppa, can you keep your health? I'm very worried about you. Oppa, saranghaeyo...
Nickhun oppa, mian haeyo. I'm sorry . I'm sorry for angry to you last time. I'm sorry for hating you last time. Oppa, I'm sorry. mian haeyo... and saranghaeyo .

Oppas, hwanja. even if they hate you, I will always love you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not able to make them love you. I'm sorry for not able to get them to stop doing this. I suppose that could protect you. But I can't. Cause they've never stop hurting you. Oppas, When they're doing bad thing that make you cry, I really want hug you then said "Oppa, don't cry. Let's pass this pressure together. I know, you're very sad. I understand how you feel .I also would feel the same like you do. But,we must keep pace. we must move forward together. Oppa fighting yah!!! 2PM get stronger yah!!! 2PM I'll always love you. in any case I always support you. let's do our best together"

Love, Bily

pursue opportunities in the narrowness

2010-05-14T03:32:00.000-07:00

OMG... I'm really busy now.

I'm very busy with school affairs. extremely annoying. I was not real excited. I also don't know about all these. why sudden I am so lazy? why sudden I am not excited about doing a routine that make me enjoy? like shopping with my friends, dinner with my boyfriend, and, most strangely, I really don't lust for a well-dressed. that's way I'm not blogging for a fairly long time.

I always wear clothing that is very comfortable. that makes me able to dance well. well, I really was serious about dancing now. I'll show you later.

I graduated

2010-05-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

GUYS, I graduated!!!

I passed the exam well

and now, I'm graduated !

I'm so...happy for it!!

God thanks for all this.

I love you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANG WOOYOUNG FROM 2PM !!!!!!!

2010-04-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

Today is wooyoung oppa' birtday (time indonesia)

and I want to say

행복한 생일 형제!

Happy Birthdays, oppa!!

Saranghae . .

Wooyoung (우영)

Full name: Jang Wooyoung (장우영)

Date of birth: April 30, 1989 (age 21)

Position: lead singer

And here, hottest (fans 2pm name) project for wooyoung b'day,

we made him become trending topic on twitter !!!

do you know my twitter wall over there? yeah, that's wooyoung and nickhun. I love them both!

Someone said

2010-04-29T23:22:00.000-07:00

"Its better to be stylish and cold than warm and frumpy"

by Andy from Stylescrapbook

STUPID!!!

2010-04-29T05:00:00.000-07:00

ok. actually, I do not know what was happening with my camera. Why become a bad picture. Well, the fact is I dropped it several times. is this because I often dropped it?

My Shoes!

2010-04-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

I love this black shoes.

My beloved father bought it for me.

T.T

Thanks dady. Love you

My house Robbed

2010-04-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

this morning, my house robbed!

Luckily, there are only a phone missing. my dad's cell phone. I'm still awake at that time. and I also saw the thief. stupidly, I did not shout! ahh ... ..aigoo...바보! stupide! (babo=stupid). and now, almost everyone asked me about the thief's face. très inquitrès

2010-04-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

This has been very night. And I have not slept well. I really want to watch movies and spend the "God of Study". This Korean drama series is very good. you guys must see it! the guarantee that you will not regret it. This drama tells of the struggle of five people who will face the graduation exam and wish to enter a famous university. they did all this to save their school from dissolution. (Because their school is considered not feasible)

I took this picture this morning when I accompanied my father to buy shoes and some clothes.

I'm sick of flu right now. ah, this is very disturbing. I cough and my nose clogged. aigoo,,, what should I do now? I really can not sleep in this state. hopefully I'll get better tomorrow morning.

Dear Owner of 'Clothes don't lie'

2010-04-23T19:26:00.000-07:00

I felt appreciated and I'm very happy for this. once again, thank you.

Thank you for this.

CLICK HERE TO GO TO HER BLOG!

7 things could make me cry

2010-04-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

First, I will cry hard if I remember what My Mother said to me last night. She said a view words that can make me cry. Because my mother said with a tone that is very sincere to me. And I will always remember it. I want to reply to all who have been my mother gave. but, with what? too many things that she did, and it doesn't make enough to repay her love.

second, losing something precious to me. Therefore, I tried not to love something. I just would have liked. No more than that and didn't want to more than

Third, disappointed. I would cry when I'm upset at something. Therefore, I never expect too much of anything. Not that I'm pessimistic. I just avoid the pain more when you're disappointed. and I am also preparing for the worst.

Fourth, when I watch a romantic movie. I was a very easy person touched. Moreover, when any of them lose. I would always cry. and a few movies that have made me cry is:

Fifth, listen to some of my favorite singers singing with my favorite song.

For example: Wooyoung's solo part in 'Without You', Minho Live (I don't know the song), Paramore-Decode, Yui-Goodbye Days (it has simple lyric. But,This is very touching your soul.), Super Junior-It's You, Bring Me The Horizon-15 Fathoms, counting, and much more.

sixth, saw some videos clips very touching. You will be very touched by the vidio clip Yui - Goodbye Days. I really cried. Yui voice has really touched me, Taeyang(Big Bang) - Wedding Dress, Big Bang - Haruharu, 2pm - Follow Your Soul, and much more!!!

and the last, I can cry because of everything.

vent irritation.

2010-04-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

well, maybe it's time I open my mouth against these people. Actually, I'm so tired with their comments about the clothes that I use and the mode that I do. They commented as if they were dressed properly. in fact, they're just a bunch of teenagers who only know how to dress with a potluck item. why do not they just prove to me that they were in fashion and know how to dress properly and fashionable? not only commented that my dress weird.

This is one reason why I didn't tell all my friends about my blog. because sometimes I feel not confident to do fashion. because I was afraid they were mocking me behind my back. if you know how it feels when someone says, "let's just leave an odd man." to you when you wear washed jeans with a shirt?

arrgghtt! It makes me angry and hurt. sometimes I want to say this to her "why are you trying to become famous and dandy, but you do not understand fashion? what's the use of all the fame and cool it, if you don't understand fashion? Did you all know, you seem tacky.'s not cool.". but, I can only shut up. hahaha. weak huh? I just don't want to prolong the problem with the rotten mouth. halitosis did have to go to hell.

I must stop here. I hope this does not happen again. I just want to do what I want to do. now, I will not care anymore. they want to comment on what's up. Most importantly, I did great and will always be good. (Hahaha)

today, I'll go out with my beloved father. hopefully I'll get lucky and get something I want.

Tomorrow is the last day I do my exam.

Guys, this shit is almost done! fighting!!

2NE1 in Denim pieces for 'Ceci Style, Hot Focus'

2010-04-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

I know it's a little late. But, I'd rather be late than not at all. This is I dedicate to you all ....

2NE1!

they indeed very coolest.

Jeremy Scott Adidas Originals Party in Seoul wiht 2NE1

2010-04-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

jeremy scott party here in Korea together with 2NE1. they look very close, right? especially CL. I really love the work of Jeremy Scott. This is very unique! and I also love to wear their clothes on. See, Korea is not inferior to other western countries, isn't it?

ok, although there is a friend of mine commented that they dress weird. but, I think this fashion. why they thought it was weird? I think they are weird. she is weird because she doesn't understand fashion. (I should shut my mouth again)

the most exciting craze

2010-04-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

did you know? how the most exciting craze?

First,

we wear clothes that stylists regardless of people's opinions about this.

This activity is very exciting.

And I'm also my friends really enjoy this.

Second,

Dance along with dance korean boyband or girlband.

...... this is very exciting!

third,

pose with the friends who you love.

you know, I loved them. And I will always love to capture memories with them through a photograph.

fourth,

singing together friends.

it's like, the world is not beautiful when there was not a friend like them.

fifth,

shopping! and the best with my parents! I love them.

and much madness can I do with people who sat around me.

whether this is feelings of bestfriend? or is this feeling of falling in love?

2010-04-21T02:33:00.000-07:00

- when he took your hand, such as you don't want to let him go.
- when you see him along with a girl, and they laugh together, you'll feel hate that girl.
- you'll miss him, when he wasn't there at your side.
- you will continue thinking about him and laughed as remember his face.
- you feel comfortable and quiet nearby.
- you really love him. and you're not prepared to let him hurt.
- you will struggle to not hurt him. until you give up your happiness...
- you'll be wearing his things when you fall off...
- you will smile when you saw him smiling at you.
- when he will go from you,you'll feel like you can't live without him.
- you'll do anything to make him stay here. with you.

and you begin to realize ... you love him ..... you love him more than a bestfriend ... you love him more than a love of a sister to her brother.

and by the time you would see him go, you'll just shut up. and crying at the back of his shoulder. "am I really love you?" whether this is a trial from a friendship? or is it a gift for a friendship?

I don't know the answer. whether you will stay like this? you don't know how you feel? or do you pretend not to understand this?

you will maintain the friendship? or are you going to be selfish and take steps to close the disaster called "love"?

Watch Out Boy

2010-04-20T03:25:00.000-07:00

you're really insane if you do not love someone like this boy.

He is G-Dragon from Big Bang!

G, g, g, g baby, baby! GD, GD, baby, baby!

2PM "Without U" from DON'T STOP CAN'T STOP

2010-04-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

Yey! My computer is back from its hospital (LOL)!!

I was ecstatic when I can see my computer before bed. you know, how' important this computer for me?

This is very important! I could not shop without my computer.

I could not blogging or twitting without this. I can not express in words. I love my computer!! ^ ^

hottes, I bring good news for you guys.

2pm will be back with their latest single.

"Without You" from Do not Stop Can not Stop

and Mv is out!

new items

2010-04-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

yes! I finally blogging again! Yey! This is very fun to post and fill in this beloved blog. (I love you my blog!) Well, today I walk with my parents. not that! However, I swam with my cousin. after that, I was shopping with my parents. This day is very tiring. I came home with eyes almost closed. huhuhuhuhu.

in fact, tomorrow I will undergo a test (again!). This is very disturbing! I hate such activities before the test now! why do we need all the time experiencing a very annoying and jerk like exams? well, this is not a national exam.
I prefer to learn math or biology or English or languages of foreign countries such as france, korea, japan, germany etc (except Arabic) rather than learning science or history. I thought, why should we repeat period is exceeded? why do not we promote the country in the NOW and FUTURE WILL COME? ok, I really should stop talking now.

I just get this. I love all the clothes in my closet. and this is one that I loved.

and I found a miracle in my closet. grilfriend a very stacked magazine. This is one of the few brands that I am a collection of fashion magazines.

misfortune a few days.

2010-04-17T16:57:00.000-07:00

ok, I'll be late post. a lot of very unpleasant incident a few days.
First, my legs suddenly ill and it makes me walk like an old grandma.
second, my computer is damaged! shit! shit!
Third, my anemia relapsed. and it was very uncomfortable, annoying! I hate myself when I was sick like this.

I hope this all ends soon ...

Changmin (DBSK) with a mysterious woman at the concert This is it, U-Know Yunho (DBSK)

2010-04-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

I really want to laugh at this news. a Japanese magazine said that Changmin has a scandal. they said in this photo with Changmin are women. hahaha. hell no! he is male. hello, a magazine that comes from Japan (I will not mention its name), you mean the woman next to Changmin is Shinee Minho. he's not a woman. he's the man! hahahaha. you are so funny. Other times, be very careful when you make the news. DON'T make mistakes like this. This is very embarrassing. LOL ^ ^

Perfect Words

2010-04-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

"No friendship is perfect in this world. That there are only people who tried his best to defend it"

"Tidak ada persahabatan yang sempurna di dunia ini. Yang ada hanya orang-orang yang berusaha sebisa mungkin untuk mempertahankannya."

Refrain, Winna Efendi

yeh.yeh

2010-04-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

wooyoo...sooo tired after hang out with my friend ines.

this is what I wwar when I'm hanging out with ines.

hhahh . so much fun.

we just walked around the mall and eat some foods.

My Cute Shoes

2010-04-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

LOVE MY SHOES. AND I LOVE SHOES

Well, I'm so... confused about what I will wear for tomorrow. Actually, I'll go somewhere with my friend tomorrow. And I hope that will be fun!! I'm so excited!!

Wooyoung already shake hand with goo hara

2010-04-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

HI everyone!! I'm starting blogging again!

Well, remember, Wooyoung from 2PM already shake hand with goohara. And please . .don't believe what netizen writed at their blog or something.

They just spread the lies. So, just stupid people (like I don't know) who believe that stupid news. I was extremely mad about it. Why'd they do that??? That's so cruel! And that's beast thing. They said that 2pm is a beast and lower than animals but actually Netizen did (netizen who spread lies about 2pm and wooyoung). I HATE LIAR LIKE YOU DO NETIZEN!

Korean Netizen lied about wooyoung (Wooyoung shake goo hara's hand. and that's the truth)

2010-04-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

난 우영에 대한 진실을 증명!

이거. 진실은 밝혀 져야. goohara와 악수를 wooyoung. 이거 봐! 퍼뜨리고 있습니다 너희들은 거짓말.

Look at this! I proved that wooyoung've shaken hands with goohara. and Netizen's been spreading lies. Go to hell! 2pm is not lower than animals. but you of Netizen who spread lies that are lower than animals! what would you do? I will continue to spread the truth about the news of BULLSHIT that you have created.

Netizen comments:
-wooyoung very unreasonable
-Goohara would be embarrassed and disappointed
-wooyoung very bad

And I said :
-YOU'RE LIED TO EVERYONE WHO READ YOUR POST NETIZEN ALAY!
-all this is a BULLSHIT!
-FUCK THE BULLSHIT NEWS ABOUT 2PM.

Netizen just cut the video and make it look like wooyoung through goo hara when she congratulated wooyoung.

For Korean Netizen who said that wooyoung is cruel (한국어 Netizen 누가 오후 2시을 미워한다)

2010-04-07T00:22:00.000-07:00

정말 한국 Netizen 주석 질렸어. 그들은 매우 잔인 우영 말. 2pm 동물보다 낮습니다. 그가 모든 걸 의미? 그 사람들이 무슨 생각을하는지 이해가 안돼. 그들이 싫어한다면, 왜 그들이 우상 싫어하는 가수에 대해 알 수 있나요? 거기서 멈추지 말고, 그들은 제이 게다가 아주 잔인하고 nickhun 2pm의 회원에 대한 소문을 확산. Netizen는 2pm과 coldest를 싫어, 철 좀 들어라! 다 알다시피, 당신이 죄를 지었으며 회원 2piem 다치게 했어. 그들의 사생활을 소유하자. 상처 2pm을 ... 내가 부탁하지 마 ...

I'm very tired of korea Netizen comment. they said that wooyoung very cruel. 2pm lower than animals. what do you mean by it all? I do not understand what they're thinking. if they hate 2pm, why do they find out about artists that they hate? do not stop there, they spread rumors about members of a very cruel unless nickhun and jay. Netizen who hate 2pm and coldest, grow up! Did you all know, that you had sinned and hurt all 2pm members? let them own their personal life. .... Please do not hurt 2pm! it's just for korean netizen who spread bad rumor about 2pm .

(죄송면 내 글이 문제)

너무 슬프다 or si triste.

2010-04-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

Je n'aime vraiment pas quand ils me voyaient comme ça. J'ai l'impression qu'ils ne font pas confiance à la valeur prédictive de mon examen. ce que vous savez, c'est très douloureux quand quelqu'un nous sous-estimer. Je suis triste. comme je suis de vous promener seul à l'école sans avoir des amis. Quoi d'autre après vous dites: "si lui-même la correction pourrait être une meilleure ingénierie." Honnêtement, je suis offensé poids. Je suis juste le silence n'est pas parce que j'ai peur. Je suis très triste, inquiet et troublé par tout cela. vos paroles ont été, comme moi, que j'ai été accusé de tricherie. c'est ce que je déteste quand je reçois de bonnes notes. comme tout le monde se déteste et je veux vous tuer. pas tout. Ceci est probablement dû au fait que j'ai été trop déçu. Dieu, que dois-je faire? S'il vous plaît Dieu, rendre vraie valeur. Je vous en prie ... je vous en prie. . . tout ce que je peux être Dieu, il est probablement mieux pour moi. C'était peut-être le résultat de mon travail au fil des ans. Je sais, Dieu ne fera pas justice à ses serviteurs. si vos prières ne sont pas accordés aujourd'hui, peut-être un jour Dieu accordera vos prières. Je le crois.

난 정말 그들이 그런 나를보고 좋아하지 않아. 그들이 내 시험의 예측 가치를 믿지 못하는 것 같아. 뭘 알고, 아주 언제 누가 우리를 과소 평가 힘들어. 난 슬퍼 해요. 나 혼자 학교에 친구가 필요없이 어슬렁 거리는 느낌. 또 뭐가 말을 후 "만약 자체를 해결하는 더 나은 공학 수 있습니다." 솔직히, 난 무게를 화나게 해요. 내가 두려워하기 때문에 그냥 조용히 안되는거야. 정말 슬픈 걱정 모든 이것 화났어. 당신의 말은, 내가 속임수라고 비난 같았어요. 이게 내가 때 좋은 성적을 싫어합니다. 모든 사람들이 미움을받을 것이다처럼 당신을 죽이고 싶어요. 모든. 이것은 아마 내가 너무 실망했기 때문에 발생합니다. 세상에, 내가 무엇을해야합니까? , 하느님 제발 진정한 가치를 확인하십시오. 내가 당신을 부탁 .. 부탁 드려요. . . 뭐 내가 하나님 수, 그것은 아마 날 위해 좋은. 아마 몇 년 동안 내 노력의 결과되었습니다. 내가 그의 하인에게 정의를하지 않겠 신 알아요. 당신의기도가 지금이 부여되지 않은 경우, 언젠가는 하나님 께서 당신의기도를 부여합니다. 난 그걸 믿어.

Pourquoi est-ce que tu me hais? Pourquoi devrais-je sous-estimer comme ça? pourquoi, si je suis coupable? ce que je fais pour vous? Je ne comprends pas. Je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu fais tout cela? Qu'est-ce que vous êtes moins d'affection des parents? si vous vous sentez seul laissez-moi savoir. Je vais accompagner et être un de vos amis. Que dois-je faire pour vous faire savoir que je souffre avec vous tous dire ça? Qu'est-ce ma faute? Dieu oui, je ne peux vraiment pas rester tout cela. l'aide de Dieu me .... astaghfirulloh oui ... Dieu me

Yeah, I hope you guys don't understand what I related above. especially, people what I mean in the story. haha I just wanted to share my story here. I dunno, I really feel sad about it. Just, why'd they do that? Well, this is what I will wear when my heart was fell bad. or I'm on bad mood.

CL from 2ne1 style

2010-04-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Let me show you by Cielle♡~ featuring Givenchy

Items in this set:
TROPICAL BIRD PRINT TANK TOP, 145 GBP
Faded denim jacket, $4,435
GRYPHON Glam Rock Mini - Gold Skirts - 25Park.com, $340
GIVENCHY x MUSE, 685 EUR
Muriel Grateau Oval Black Onyx Ring, 7,285 GBP

~I go by the name of CL of 2NE1~ by TAlvz(2FTSuperSHINeeBang) featuring Rick Owens jackets

Items in this set:
Julien Macdonald Demi-sheer crepe tank, $110
Rick Owens Leather jacket with structured shoulder, 880 GBP
High Waisted Roxanne Noir Jeans, 170 GBP
High Top Leather Trainer with Strap Details, 280 GBP
Dominic Jones Claw Ring, 300 GBP

I don't care by cybersuji featuring Disney Couture jewelry

Items in this set:
Forever21.com - Tops - Graphic Tees - 2057940360, $14
EMILIO PUCCI Skirt, 560 EUR
Black Opaque Hue Tights, $9.37
SUPRA S28020 BLACK / RED SUEDE VAIDER, 74 GBP
Linked-tube brass necklace, $845

I go by the name Cl of 2NE1 by cybersuji featuring Balenciaga shoes

Items in this set:
Mod asymmetric leather vest, $775
Leather leggings, $875
Multi Strap One Piece, $55
BALENCIAGA Peeptoe Bootie, $955
Holly Fulton Wooden Bracelet with Stingray Panels, 135 GBP

Dress up like CL by cathy_ish featuring Christian Louboutin shoes

Items in this set:
Dimepiece clothing - Femme Symbol Tunic-White, $62
Cropped wool-blend blazer, $385
Citizens of Humanity Slick Avedon Skinny Jeans - Star, $165
Miss 120 platform ankle boots, $1,075
Wayfarer Style Sunglasses, $9.99

Yellow! Yey!

2010-04-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

Try to wear a bright color. And I choose yellow!

Minho SHINee sing!

2010-04-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

Oh I was shocked when I heard how well Minho oppa sang this song. And I was almost cry. His voice touches my heart. It's so beautiful that I keep coming back to it. And I've never knew that Minho oppa has this beautiful voice. hahaha

Girls' Generation (Run Devil Run's Style)

2010-04-01T18:36:00.000-07:00

First, I hate him! He looked me like he want to say "wait me. I'll back for you.", he said "I'll come to your home next day.", "I don't have anyone in my heart. it's just you.". in the fact, he lied to me and he got her ass off then he run away to another girl. FYI, I don't like you and I don't love you. I'm just mad about it. About you lied to me and it's like you're joking around me with that stupid words and I believed it. I got fooled! I hate when people did this to me.

Second, please, don't teach me how to be a stupid strong girl. Because, I'm not sorrow girl like you do. Live is fun. So just do what you want to do. Don't be afraid to wish something. Don't be afraid to be optimistic.

Third, you don't know about me, you're just keeping your mind to think about who am I. You just chop off and chop off about anyone around you. That's useless girl. Expect for the best, prepared for the worst, FUCK for others thinks! DO YOUR OWN THINGS!

Anyway, There are some pictures of Girls' Generation, Run Devil Run.

Yoona

Soo hyun

Sunny

Yuri

Jessica

Tifanny (heart her)

Taeyoon

Sooyoung

Hye Yeon

Starting blogging

2010-04-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

styyey! I told you that I will star for blogging.

And yee, this' what i got today

a simple black and red outfit.

i lost my mood for doing anythings today. . .

ok let start

I want to write something in here . .

well, first I will not get a perfect score for math in my national examination (or we called it "UN" in here).

and second, I'm extremely worried about my english score. I know, I can do it well, But it has a lot of "trap". Then my friend and I have a different answer each other. I wish , I'm the right one. (Amin)

third, I did my last national examination well today. Yey, so happy.

4th, hemm, It's still "I love Choi Minho from SHINee!"

5th, I found, a cute boy from 2pm. His name is Wooyoung.

the last, I wish we can pass this national examination guys! (specially all my friends)

2010-03-31T23:05:00.000-07:00

Finaly I can blogging again! Yey! So happy!

Well, I'll start with . . .

first, I made a video of Choi Minho from SHINee a couple weeks ago .

And taraaa,,,,,, there is it!

Hahaha, Sorry if it's freak or stupid

But, I'm extremely love love him

And the best and the most beautiful news for me is

SHINee will come to Indonesia. yey!

2NE1 - Try To Follow Me MV is out!!!

2010-03-18T05:00:00.000-07:00

These are some picture of them

CL . Rocks the world like always

And Other 2ne1 members

I'm on fashion tag go girl magazine

2010-03-15T16:17:00.000-07:00

I hope I can win tag of the mont

But it's a little hard

Because there are a lots people with their beautiful style . .

Bily Fighting For UN!

I know I can do this shit! I want kill this shit!

Blablabla . .

2010-03-14T01:06:00.000-08:00

I will fight for you until your heart stop beating

(Jacob Black)

2PM FIGHTING! ! !

2010-02-28T03:17:00.000-08:00

2PM FIGHTING !!!!

TRUE HOTTEST ARE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS SUPPORT 2PM EVERYWHERE AND EVERYTIME . DOESN'T MATTER 7 MEMBERS OR 6 MEMBERS. 2PM AREN'T 7 MEMBERS BUT 2PM ARE ONE ! !

2PM FIGHTING ! ! ! I ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU ALL GUYS!!!

Going crazy with girls

2010-02-26T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hi, everyone!!

It's holiday!

Yeah! Yeah!

And I went to my friend's house this morning until evening

It's was crazy.

Yeah, now, I want tell you something

Someone from facebook (again)

said that he loves me.

Uhh.

It's annoying! Annoying! Annoying!

I've ever told you that I don't want to think about love now!

I don't have much time for do this stupid thing!

Yeah .. I know, I'm already have boyfriend

But, this time

I really don't want to think about it.

Him : Do you have boy types?

Me : Of course I have

Him : What kind is that?

Me : Hem . . . I think, I can't find boy who really my type.

Him : Why?

Me : Because, I love fashionable guy with medium eyes and long-haired. He has to be thin and high. Then, He has to be nice, funny, patient, understanding, romantic, gentle, a bit silent, cool, and clever! And also, can playing guitar, bass or another instrument or he has beautiful voice. I want kind of a guy who can do dancing. And many others!

Him : Wow. Is that Minho?

Me : Of course. I love guy like Choi Minho from SHINee. He's my type too.

GOD, THANKS FOR SEND HIM TO ME,

My Angle . . .

Make Our Jae-bum comeback ! !

2010-02-25T08:57:00.000-08:00

Wel, it's really, really freaking me out!

I read at Korean Indo that 2pm will be walk on without Jaebum???!!!

What??!!

SHIT!

Ohh god, I don't know what will be happening if 2pm without Jaebum.

JYP, please proof it that you'll make Jaebum comeback to 2pm!

And please don't billshit to us, hottest (2pm's fans)

MAKE OUR JAEBUM COMBACK!!

EXAMINATION IS GOING TO COME

2010-02-23T05:35:00.000-08:00

Seriously, i haven't much time for blogging, if i can updating my blog nowdays it such a miracle. Studying, course, homework, school and much more have taken my time. Sometime I'm tired for doing all of that, but I always try to think positive and then I'll feel better.

And certainly all "healthy" junior high school student in Indonesia (only mention the same old like me) are unceasing to get perfect score (for try out). That's happen to me. So, I'm "healthy" student, right?

I've ever told you all guys that I was falling in love with this guy . . .

uhhh . . .Minho oppa . . .Saranghae!!!! Love you! Heart you! Muac . .muac . . Big Kiss for you!

And the best news for today. 2ne1 for Samsung Corby

Bow bow

2010-02-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone!

It's been a long time not blogging.

I miss my blog.

Well, actually I was really really busy doing my duty as a junior high school student.

And it made me sick yesterday

But now, I'm getting better.

Falling in Love

2010-02-16T05:38:00.000-08:00

Oh guys . .

I'm so in love with this guy . .

He's so. . . .wonderful and beautiful . .

And I love him so much! !

Minho Oppa, Saranghe ! !

Him : Do you love Minho?
Me : Are you kidding me?? Why'd you ask that thing. Of course I love him. I'm extremely love him you know.
Him : Why'd you love him?
Me : And why'd you ask that?
Him : . . .
Me : OK, I love him because he's fashionable, beautiful, I mean yeah handsome. And he's wonderful and I don't know anymore. I was falling in love with fist sight.
Him : First sight?
Me : When I was watching SHINee's Ring Ding Dong MV.
Him : Oh. (seeing Minho's picture in my mobile phone)
Me : (smiling)
Him : Does he has something in his eyes?
Me : Aha! You got it! He has charisma, doesn't him?
Him : Yeah, I see. I'd hope I have that eyes too.
Me : Why?
Him : . . .

And we both lough together.

Watch Out Girls

2010-02-14T03:10:00.000-08:00

h hei . ..

how are ya' today???

Well, it's rain hard when I was writing this post.

And , ,

I want tell you guys about these awesome girls . .

They are 2ne1

Yeah I know that a lot of you don't know about them

But, seriously, They're great! Really, really great!

Their style are great. Their songs are great too.

Check these out !

And The Most My Favorite Member Of 2NE1 is . . .

CL !

Shit!

2010-02-13T05:19:00.001-08:00

it's 45 days left!! And I have to study hard for getting perfect score!

Well, I got angry today.

It's because of my aunt.

She's useless and annoying.

Shit!

My true live

2010-02-07T03:23:00.000-08:00

Provided that you're always holding my hand, I'll be strong enough for passing this winding road.

Thanks Cris

It's almost midnight?

2010-02-06T06:53:00.000-08:00

hey, today is my friend birthday.

But I didn't give her anything because actually, all mambers of class agree that we have to celebrate it together. I mean we celebrate her birthday with someone's birthday too (not someone. it's just my another class mate. his name is oppes. you can call him oppes)

So, let's see . .

what it will be . .

I hope weedee isn't sad because of us. I mean we didn't give her congrat so, she should be sad about it. It looks like we forget her birthday. But in the fact, we will give her big surprise ! ! !

Weedee . . .sorry

hehehehehehe

Watching Koizora, Sky Of Love (again!)

2010-01-31T00:03:00.000-08:00

So sad . .

watching Koizora or Sky of Love again made me cry for a long time . . .

This is really really amazing drama romantic movie I've ever seen!

Gosh, this movie made me cry so hard.

you can watch the trailer. well, it's fans made. But this video is really beautiful

and I almost forget! My style!!!

Between 3 choices and remembering the past

2010-01-30T06:53:00.000-08:00

First, what will you do if your best friend declare love to you and you really don't want let him go from your live?
Second, what will you do if your heart say that you really need your bestman morethan your boyfriend now?
Third, what will you do if someone who really funny, stupid and really really make you happy, come to you and make you feel better between any problems witch strike down your live?

For someone who always love me, keep me smiling, make me save and always beside me when I needed, I just want to say, I love you. I always love you and I will always love you. Thanks for everythings that you've ever gave me. I love you. And I know you love me too. I can't say that we can't be. . . Because I know we can. I'm just afraid to lost you. I love you

Sing a song , sing broken heart song

2010-01-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

Korean :
울고 싶진 않아

깊이 할퀴어 버린 맘
머리 아픈 이 짓이 너무 지겨워
취해봐도 그 취한 속을 비워봐도 도
안 되는 건 안되니

ulgo sipjin anha

gipi halkwieo beorin mam

meori apeun i jisi neomu jigyeowo

chwihaebwado geu chwihan sogeul biwobwado,

do an doeneun geon andoeni

English :
I don’t want to cry

My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply

I’m so sick of my head hurting

SHINee - Jo Jo

2010-01-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

huhai!

damn it!

I got really bad score for my try out yesterday.

I will study hard for

GETTING SUPER JUNIOR's TICKET CONSER! !

well, actually, I want get my best because I want it.

I will get my perfect score then, my parents will give me everythings i want!

And I want SuJu's TICKET! !

My new friend

2010-01-25T01:21:00.000-08:00

Allo . .

Huff,, it's buzzy day. But, i'm still love it.

Today, I got a friend from facebook.

She's a fashion blogger too . .

Check these out! !

Or you can find all of her style at her blog

CLICK HERE!!

Going Crazy! !

2010-01-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

Woho . .

Morning

2010-01-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

Hii,,

morning all!!!

hahh

I wanted to go with my friends.

But, I couldn't do it.

Because, I felt lazy since tomorrow

and I wasn't getting my mood.

SHINee style

2010-01-23T04:33:00.000-08:00

SHINee's member are Minho, Key, Jonghyun, Onew and Taemin

Well, I didn't ger Onew's picture wear the same shoes

So, I posted these . .

Minho

Taemin

Jonghyun

and

Key

Whatever

2010-01-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

It was crezy!!

Someone from somewhere, contacted me on facebook and he said that he love me.

What the hell was going on????

I don't know who he is . .

And the worst thing happene! My mom got sick!

I wish she gets better today . . .

Love you, Mom

13-01-2010 is my dad's birthday

2010-01-13T23:31:00.000-08:00

iSpecial day for my dady!!!

Love you, xoxo

Watch Out Girl

2010-01-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

Late Posting (again)

2010-01-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

Hiiii everyone!!!!!

I took these photo when I would go shopping with my mother.

So ...... simple!

But, I'm a simple outfits lovers!!!