Showing posts with label diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label diary. Show all posts

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Back to The Past

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Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong

I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me

Just know that I'm sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just beginning
But let the truth break down these walls (oh yeah yeah)

And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And show me how much better I could be

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me (yeah)

You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that every day
You say what no one else was saying
You know exactly how to get to me
You know it's what I need
It's what I need yeah


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Thursday, October 24, 2013

Cold As You

You have a way of coming easily to me 
And when you take, you take the very best of me 
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something 
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted  

what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you make is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

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Friday, September 6, 2013

Busy new student collage

I've been really busy with collage stuffs and now I want to post my late style diary hehehehe

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Really tired being a maba or a collage student
The new orientation of new collage students isn't easy things in indonesia

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Thursday, August 29, 2013

Here Where I study now

 First of all, I'm going to tell you that now, I am almost a collage student.
I am a collage student in Muhamadiya University of Malang
and I choose International Relation Major



Friday, August 2, 2013

Day 2

Enjoy the busy day as a business women
 only take a walk for an hour then back to the hotel
 tiring day~~~
tomorrow I'll haunt some clothes and bags
yey! alhamdulillah~~

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Thursday, August 1, 2013

Day 1

It's almost eid day~~ and people are preparing for this day 
These are what i get today 

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fiuhhh~~ tiring day~ it takes a lot energy when you go shopping while wearing a wedges or heels 

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Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Dreams

If you once failed, you gotta try it again, 
you gotta try it again again and again, 
get up and get up again, 
try and try again 
But sometimes, you're going to feel like it won't work out 
Or the thought of you may face the words "failed" again scares you 
and sometimes you're tired with the things that you don't even want to when you know exactly what you want 

Dreams and reality 
 I'm envy of those people who never afraid to catch their dreams even people around them are underestimated their dreams. 
No, I still haven't given up yet 
I know my dreams, and I'm going to catch it, even if I should jump over this one thing that I don't want to 
it's too soon to give up
 though I'm tired already 

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Sunday, June 2, 2013

Go Kepominitu

We had a great performance a few days ago, alhamdulillah~~ 
This is the clothes that I wore before the performance 

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And here we go, kepominitu~ 
LOL no it wasn't our officially name but we covered what's your name? by 4minute 

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From Left to right : Poppy as Gayoon, Dini as Jihyun, Ella as Sohyun, Nadin as Hyuna and Me as Jiyoon.
Dini actually replace Tiffany who had accident 3 days before the performance ;--;
Get well soon, Tiff un~~ GBU
 Dini did a really great job and help to make us complete as 5 members
Thank you Dini *huggies*

There were also SHINing-B , Nu'est Cover and also sing cover of B2st 
All of them are SBSquad Team~~
(I don't have enough foto because we were so busy with the make over and costume)
Will post the video soon~~

 And here 
 He's just too tall~~ -,-
Luckily I can reach his heart
*rolls*
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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

SHINee World Day Malang

SBSquad performed tat SHINee World Day Malang!!!! 
And it was fun!


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signature wall of SHINee World Day Malang, Shawols (SHINee fans) Malang signed theirs here

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The outfit that I wore last day

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I did use make up lately kkkk~

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My favorite clue shoes with leopard detail on it, it's comfortable to wear and it's platform

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The event was at SMAN 9 Malang

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Here~~ The SBSquad SHINNing-B *Drum rolls*
They played game with the Shawols there.

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The game was about teaching them SHINee dance,
Dream Girl~~

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Key of SHINing-B is teaching another Key(?) LOL

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Teaching Teaching~

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Why so serious pose!

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minuse Taemin of SHINing-B
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Hello Jonghyun of SHINing-B
He's my classmate, dancemate, townmate, playmate, my mate -,-

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We're cute bastie, aren't we?
My mate OTL

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SHINing-B with some shawols!

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 board event of SHINee World Day Malang

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SHINing-B minus Onew 

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From left to right
Onyu as Taemin, Woopil as Jonghyun, Rere as Key, Amik as Minho and Jojo as Onew

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Hello, Key :D 

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With Poppy unni

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The food after shinee world day malang and performance of  sbsquad shinning-b 
mie galau with cheese topping
you should try it when you visit my country and my city especially
It's extremely spicy 

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